I miss him. Its only been a night but I miss him. urrrrrrrrrrrgh

I want to be with my boyfriend so bad! I'm pathetic I know. *sighs* I must be patient. In a week I'll have a webcam. He's out partying tonight. Yeah! He's having fun and not out in a blizzard somewhere.

*worries none the less* 

LOL. I'm such a worrywart. Seriously. But whatever.

I'll just sit here and wait. *sighs* I mean, its not like I should worry. He's lived up there all his life and its just snow. Uuuuuurgh still!

ummmmmmmmmmmm

I wanna write smut for some reason.

OH

I almost have my collar finished. Its just missing one little part... and my baby knows what that part is. XDDDD

I got a bell on it now and its really nice sounding, unlike my last one. :9 I think its cute! I like how my family I'm living with doesn't mind me walking around the house wearing a collar. I know my parents would kill me if I wore it at their house. They don't understand it. Neither do my grams or aunt but at least they're okay with me walking around with it on. They think I'm a freak but they don't really care. I like that about them. They will get all up in my business about certain things, but there are other things they're so chill on. Seriously.

Urrrrrrgh. I miss him anyways. I'm so pathetic. XD

*sighs*

I just want to be with him. I'm like... a dog. SERIOUSLY. XDDDD

I'm moving my computer back into my room. JOY!!!!!

Know what that means?! YES! BEDTIME WRITING! OH HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to have an explosion of writingz! YES! > w < *is super excited*

AND my boyfriend gets to hear me fall asleep for once. ((*always listens to him fall asleep*))

I am a horrible student. ((LOL No srsly.))

Allergies suck.

Medicine side effects suuuuuuuuuuck.

I need hugs. LOL

www.toxin.org/cgi-bin/hugs.cgi

( Grams is still in the hospital... so here's a chain letter. LOL )
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= w = Yay~! Student pwns teacher. My favorite kind of story.
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Gram's surgery didn't go as planned. Instead of the two hours to repair her stomach muscle tissue, the doctor removed a bunch of scar tissue that was impacted around her intestines. They had to go really far inside he said and it took SIX hours to do. I want to hug that surgeon for doing such a good job.

Her blood pressure was so low they couldn't give her a lot of pain killers, so when I was talking to my Aunt on the phone I could hear my Grams complaining weakly in the background.

And she was talking about Angels. ]:

I hope Grams is going to be okay. I'm the in-between person on the phone, so everyone is calling me asking for information... and I just had to give directions on the phone to the hospital and I SUCK AT DIRECTIONS OMFG AHHHHHHHHHHH I hope they don't get lost.

; ___ ; *puts on musical and sings along* Grams better pull through this or I'll have to come and give her a big pep talk....... *cuddles with dog* 

Yeah. I got into an argument with a good friend of mine....

Uneventful couple of days. I've been doing commissions like crazy. (And if you watch me on dA you probably have noticed.)

I had a wonderful time at my friend Sarah's house. We stayed up until four watching awesome movies. And we also put on cloaks and ran around outside in the middle of the night playing hide and seek in her backyard. I kept stepping in huge ant hills! And I kept getting found cuz I'm such a klutz I kept making noise. LOL. That was great though.

I had a really yummy cup of tea (I'm not really supposed to have tea... > . > Cuz of my heart but whatever) and I put so much sugar and ice in it my friend was all: OMG... this is too sweet for me. LOL She didn't put any sugar in hers. I don't get how people can drink hot, bland tea. I can't drink it unless its sweet and lukewarm, otherwise its just... bleh. *shrugs*

I seriously want to write Kakashi x Sakura again. But I'm having like... HUGE writers blocks. And I have over 30 THOUSAND (OMFG) hits on this one KakaSaku story that I did...  ; 3 ; And I still haven't finished updating this other one. I feel horrible. I want to so bad, but nothing is coming.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

HOW CAN I EVER BE A WRITER IF I GET THESE DAMN BLOCKS!??!?!?!111!?

I'm just going to have to settle for motion pictures and television shows. *shrugs*

; 3 ; I am tired of this writers block. I want it to sod off. *imagines self kicking it*

I saw Tropic Thunder. So great. GO SEE IT OMG. ((Especially if you love Robert Downey Jr. GO SEE)). Star Wars one kinda pissed me off on a few things, but wasn't completely horrible. MOTHERFUCKING WB is holding back the release date for Half Blood Prince. I am SO INCREDIBLY PISSED ABOUT THIS YOU HAVE NO BLOODY IDEA!!!!!! I bet its because they moved up Twilight's date to November and they didn't want Twilight having any competition. D8< If they showed a preview for it, its practically done. There better be a DAMNED good reason why they are doing this. Grrrrrrrrrrr.

; 3 ; *emos*

San Francisco I say! Remember when I told you my Mom and two aunts went up there for that writers convention?? YEAH! I know you remember.

Anywho, My Mom and one Aunt took a road trip up there. ((PSHHHHHH I wanted to go)).

Wow it has been FOREVER since I've posted. I'm going to be better about this! D8< If I'm going to be a writer and have fans I gotta keep a blog for them to fangirl/boy over!!!!

OK!